There are times when groupthink literally makes me sick to my stomach. When I listen to honest, good intending people speak, and I feel my stomach turn in revulsion. Facebook posts that are all hashtags. Boy bands. Christianese - especially christianese. There is nothing inherently wrong with these things; I just don't like them. But when I'm around them...I feel the need to detox. And I detox with brutal metal. I guess I feel like it gets the disgusting feeling of the inconsequential off of me. I get sick of conversation that coats me like shrink wrap.
When I go to church, I go there for the theology. But I still feel the need to wash the christian off of me with Dying Fetus or Cryptopsy. Like bleeding a festering wound.
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