The chapel people instructed us to take communion today, but Jamie said that we should ask for forgiveness for our sins beforehand.
My sin (or at least the most emphatic one that shows up when I'm in any sort of church) is that I am ridiculously bitter towards the church.
The process of forgiveness as the church deems it makes me bitter.
So by becoming of the right mindset to take communion, I become of the wrong mindset again.
Even if this were to not be an issue, the actual group activity of taking communion makes me bitter.
So by the time I grab a loaf of bread, I am once again unclean and unworthy of communion.
The verdict? I think I'd just rather live in my sin. It's a lot less confusing.

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